save me from my own mind

hi! julia here! I'm just a young girl. I have many problems. People say I have such a lucky life because I have both my parents that love me and a nice house to live in but nobody know how I feel in the inside. I feel so depressed but I don't show it. They say I'm the jolly one the good one the funny one. But they haven't seen me in my room alone they havent seen my wrists they haven't seen anything at all.

If you need someone to talk to im right here. :)